AHOJ MOJE RODINA A KAMARADKY!
This has been
the hardest week thus far of my mission. Which seems silly because I'm
only in the MTC... but I have found out that everything is magnified by
10x on your mission. Your spiritual sensitivity, your emotions, even
your HUNGER!
I have been feeling really frustrated with myself
because I haven't been learning the language. Czech is hard. It's really
really hard. But not just that, I feel like sometimes my priorities are
out of wack! Which was hard because I don't want to waste a single
second wasting time on myself. I have realized this week that this time
in my life, my mission, is so great because my relationship with God has
been magnified by 10x. Every emotion that I am feeling I know has been
for my benefit. As hard as it has been, and as much as I have cried, I
have learned so much. And I am trying so hard to remember the motto Joy
in the Journey. In the temple today the lyric "I am weak but thou art
strong" kept going through my head. I can't even remember what hymn that
is from... I hope it's from a hymn... I think? But it reminded me of
the scripture Alma 26:16 "I will not boast of myself but I will boast of
my God" I don't have much to boast of. My Czech is spatny (bad), my
knowledge is incomplete, but I will boast of God because through him and
his love, I can became perfect. HE SENT CHRIST FOR US! AND JESUS WANTED
TO COME! Isn't that INCREDIBLE! Please don't ever forget that. I have
been trying so hard to remember that every second because I have found
that when I think about Jesus and all he has done, I think less about
myself, and that is a wonderful feeling!
I'm trying so hard to be like Jesus. On Sunday during
Relief Society we got to hear from Janice Kapp Perry (the one who wrote
that song, and As Sisters in Zion, and A Child's Prayer, etc) And guess
what??? She rewrote the lyrics to As Sisters in Zion and now it's called
the Sisters of Zion and it's about the mission age changing and about
sister missionaries. We were the first ever to sing it! It was
beautiful. It talked about how angels will be with us as we share the
message of the restored gospel.
On tuesday we got to hear from ANOTHER apostle. Elder
Russell M. Nelson. It WAS SO AWESOME! He said the same thing.How we can
ask people who have passed on to help guide us with the work. We can
pray for angels to help us. I know all of you can pray for angels too.
It's been a really hard week for you it sounds like and
I just want to let you know how much I appreciate all of you! I know if
you pray that angels will comfort you. You can feel comfort and
security in their arms. If you are feeling lonely or sad PLEASE PLEASE
pray. I am so silly. All this time I thought I had to do stuff alone,
but it's not true. Heavenly FAther will help you and Jesus Christ will
help you. In TRC we taugh a brother and he asked what if God doesn't
answer my prayers. I thought about it for like a whole minute and then I
said, Modlite se vic protoze Buh dava odpovidet a s jedna odpovidet, vy
nepamatuji nic. (Pray more becasue God gives answers and with one
answer you will forget everything else) That is how wonderful God is.
One answer to your prayers and you can forget your other troubles.
And if you really need a laugh just imagine me,
probably the goofy-est little girl on the whole planet trying to speak
Czech... It sure makes my teachers laugh. And you know what, it's great
to laugh! It feels really good. Men are that they might have radost
(joy)!
Here's my testimony in Czech. I want to share it with you because I love you. Hopefully you can learn something from it!
s laskou
Sestra Bruno
P.S. I got my travel plans!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SLC to Chicago
Chicago to London (Hethrow)
London to Praca!!!!!
CAN YOU BELIEVE I LEAVE THE MTC IN 10 DAYS?!?!?!?!?! UNREAL!!!! I miss you all. Can't wait to talk to you on MAY 27th!!!
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